Sunday, August 29, 2004

dizzy this time round

it was the rooftop of Lot 10
cloudy day
you appeared with your friends
i didn't notice any
ironic how i sing to them now about the adventures of Dr. Ez
you were dressed in white, immaculate sight
you took my breath away and you didn't know it
maybe now you should
you know by now why i didn't talk
i consoled myself with the thought that you were another of those PJ bitches
those who shriek at cockroaches and glare at guys
though i know now it's only the former
you amazed me



alcohol was strong
too strong a brew for a mind so frail
who cannot comprehend 'til too late what something as abstract and wonderful as love could be
three Tigers gave me no courage to ask your number
thank goodness for friendster
you had no idea what i told danny that night
then girls came and went
and i still didn't know what i was missing
'til the day we went out
that disastrous date with Fridays and Family Circle
and what's with the drumsticks? :D
they couldn't pound as loud as my heart
five Baron's Strong Brews were the ultimatum
you said "yes" and only after one date
and you amazed me

i didn't deserve your love
and now i know i do
people called me cruel
maybe i should pay for my iniquities
but Someone was gracious
around someone like you
and you amaze me

and all the in betweens:

fringe ambipur caltex vs shell carwash snoring Echo jealousy Brad Pitt green cordury skirt 69 SS26/9 (hahaha) watching amber to violet Barons Strong Brew holding your hair up Beyonce Knowles Bala's Place nicotine half-naked and cold sleepless RM18 sticker photos 50 First Dates Hotlink ringtone getting lost at Kepong Skechers 2nd floor of Atria peas carrots corn and pickles screeching off the Federal Highway elusive jam-free Sunway shortcut pride new perspective my past JOE SLAYA X) Kellis 11/02/2004 barefoot at a BB apartment phone bill pusu's sleepover haircut JPA tears emotionless boring self esteem lightbulbs 1-Utama d'Fortune GO coupons Out of Africa rainy mamak somewhere over the rainbow strawberry lip-gloss saved chats Family Circle practice TGI Fridays china photograph mouth ulcers strawberry pancakes REDEMPTION spasticated handwriting Seremban Friendster "I found you" sticks-a-day bec's revelations: oNE hELL OF a rIDE!

it's been 6 months now
and i still pinch myself everytime i see you
everytime you walk towards me
everytime you touch my hand
everytime you tell me you love me
everytime i come to realize you're mine
and mine to keep for as long as He permits
life is funny, to say the least
someone once said that it's not what a man is, not where he came from, that makes him who he is
it's what he makes out of himself
(yes, i stole that from a movie)
somehow you made me a man
(and not in the physiological sense, but it's better than nothing)
and still you amaze me

and continue to do so

and will continue to do so for as long as i know you're there.

i think i love you
yes, i think i really do
you're amazing.